how appropriate....

it's interesting that I should title my blog "what's inside my head" cause lo and behold there's something in my head that shouldn't be there. I have a pituitary tumor. it's tiny and it may turn out to be completely non functional, or it could turn out to completely mess with one or all of about 12 hormones in my body, so many questions that I have. it was found after I fell down 15 stairs in my house. I ended up with only a right sprained ankle and a bruised left foot. I have no recollection of falling so they scanned my head.... and there it is. Is it going to grow, if it's non-functioning now will it be functioning later. I'm scared. I just don't know. I told my Mom and told her i didn't want to to tell my brother cause I didn't want my niece to know. He called today asking if I was okay cause I was acting weird on Friday, he asked if everything was okay medically. I think my Mother told her something. I'll be so mad. It doesn't matter if she thinks he should be told, it's what I think that matters, isn't it. 5 people know, that's enough for now until I have more answers. there are just so many questions that are not answered and I'm kind of a control freak and I don't like not knowing. I just don't know.......